Reliving

Now that I've succeeded
In losing my mind
And spent my fake paper,
left my savings behind

Now that I've focused
Until I went blind
It must be time to relive my life.

Then I was younger,
my eyes burning blue
And, running in circles,
mostly around you

Then I got restless,
and lost track of time
And ran off to start living my life.

Now that I've wandered,
brooded and stewed
And held on to grudges,
laid lines between truths

Now that I'm older,
blue eyes back to you,
I'm reliving this lie as a truth.