i forgot how cold it gets here
i haven't seen my breath in months
fogs of air and nicotine
spinning in circles
pressing the phone to my ear
i forgot i was trying
to break my own cycle
to do something different
than i've done before
i forgot how alone this place feels
when i'm used to your presence
fogs of late nights and ethanol
rooms spinning in circles
pushing me closer to you
i forgot to remember
to drink less and feel more
and love you and make myself someone
worth having.
